I have been going over this in my head for quite some time. There is so much I want to say, so much that I need to say, but then again how will I say it. Am I really ready to say what I need to say. I tried having this talk with my father before he passed last year, but I got nothing. I often have this conversation with my mother and its still nothing. No one knows another person's pain until all parties involved really sit down and have that much needed conversation. I often ask myself, "why talk", if the other party or parties are not going to listen or if there is no real resolutions, then why keep having the conversation. Parents don't realize that they initially are choosing which road their child will take when they decide to have children out of wedlock or any other unfortunate roadblock that their child is born into. Sometimes you just have to let it go and break the links because the pain never go away, there isn't any medication your doctor can prescribe to you to ease the pain of a broken family.
